Stoopid Fonecalls

OK so earlier my mother made me call my Nana...she selected the name in the address book on the phone named 'Nan' and pressed enter, then passed it over to me. She soon picked up and she seemed confused and different; I had a sudden feeling of 'ohshititmustbethewrongfuckingnumber!' and yes, it bloody well was, the woman isn't even related...although she used to give me piano lessons waaaay back...but yes, it was a very embarrassing incident which I always fear if I type in and call a number.

I seem to have a phobia of typing in numbers and calling them, this started a good 6/7 years ago, when I typed in the number of a friend's house, then asked the (unfortunate) person whether "Ben wanted to play" XD they were utterly confused and it struck me that I must've entered the number wrong. I was utterly embarrassed: it was like a worst nightmare happening! I've never been able to confidently enter a number in since that event, If I do, I have to check the number several times, thoroughly, so that it matches the number written down exactly, or else I worry too much. Interesting, how just one bad experience can affect the rest of your life. I got to speak to my dearest Nana in the end, it doesn't sound like she's doing too well : / but she's hanging in there...

Anyway, where the hell is everyone? NOBODY has been on msn for the last half-hour and I'm bored to hell...it's the end of exams for many, and it's a Friday too! EVERYONE should be on! what can you possibly be doing this evening? Argh my social life is shit, I can't remember the last time I went out to play with friends in the evening...I have no friends in my village and it's a rather large one...I'm so incompatible with people, it seems. : /

Wow, two posts in one day. That is really excessive for me lol...this is the start of a long, lonely summer, I'm thinkun.