Feeling Hot Hot Hot

I thought I should probably blog again since it's been a while...

Well, today wasn't necessarily 'hot' but it was sunny, and it was hot in the sun...still don't think I've got a tan though, and with all of that stuff about skin cancer shown on t.v lately I'm scared to hell of getting burnt (again)-the burns on my thighs still haven't gone!

So after sunbathing for 45 minutes I decided to look in the big mirror and inspect my body for any signs of burn-marks, I turned around to look at my back and I'm like "holy shit!" I've got a load of red lines in a clump on my back, not burns, but probably stretch marks...it made me feel pretty shit to be honest,my friends had pointed out that I had marks on my back at swimming a while ago but I thought it just just like one little pink line or something...but omg it looks really bad...massive self-confidence crusher- now I'm afraid of being topless, if it means people can see my back..it's not exactly spot-free either. : /

Argh not good... but on the bright side, I went for another run today (I'm keeping it up, woo!) and smashed my personal best time by 11.68 seconds! But argh...I feel ugly.

Oh I'm quite looking forward to tomorrow, this weekend is going to be quite busy...It's Abbi's family BBQ tomorrow which should be good...although I should probably be more worried than I am about meeting a load of her relatives...but what's the worst that could happen?

*Note to self: don't do anything stupid.*