Rantingness

Ok so today i'm stressed. Particularly because the P.E lesson which is usually a great finish to the week wasn't how i wanted to be...in fact it was the opposite and now i'm angry at the world! You may want to know why, so I shall tell:

Well, it was all set out to be a good lesson where I would be playing tennis , but since there was nobody else who wanted to play it other than the guy who was going to be my doubles partner, i had to choose another, so i chose rounders. I was one of two guys doing it, so it already felt quite awkward, but that didn't bother me too much.

After fielding for what felt like forever, I had already demonstrated my epic failness at rounders (and most sports). Batting wasn't much better either, although i didn't miss the ball once, and all of my hits were quite good ( 1 of them getting me all the way round in one), but still, my complete failure of the knowledge of rounders got me a lot of unpopularity...i found that it was more competitive(with the yellings and such) with a group consisting of almost completely girls than it is with guys. However, it wasn't my incompetance that has got me stressed.

During this game of rounders, a girl was being UNBELIEVABLY rude to me, and some things were said that were quite hurtful. It was like she's already judged me and was treating me with utter disrespect. I felt like shit, but forced a smile like I usually do, and at least there were two friends there who weren't treating me as I felt.

The girl was being nasty all through the lesson, and was making fun of me with one of her friends, right in front of me. I was disgusted with the lack of respect, I havn't experienced anything like it in a long time; she didn't even know me. FUCKING SLAGS I HATE THEM.

Oh and also during the lesson I'd managed to piss off a girl i know,as i threw the bat down in anger, then it bounced forwards, then bounced again, into the air, quite high, then hit her on the arm somehow...unfortunately my luck today has been the shittest in quite a while. Oh well. I seem to be able to make myself even more unpopular, without even doing much; it's a bloody awful talent, would you agree?